felt like they were low key telling me they were too good for me.
maybe i wasn't the right color? which is odd considering i probably look roman an have more expensive suits on me than anyone in there. whatever it is god Id like to be positive an chalk it up to god was probably protecting me from visiting my first casino. hes always trying to make sure i don't become a total degen. i dunno why. i feel unworthy sometimes. just wanted to fit in for once